You
After seeing you again after we broke up made me want to miss you but i don’t want to be the one ended up hurt. I have been hurt so many times that I’m scared to be in a relationship now. I really wish we could be together again because we had so many good memories together but that’s going to be hard. We didn’t even finish what we were planning to do together. Once you hugged me and left, i started crying because i realized that i really miss you. I wish we could last longer because i didn’t really want to break up. I just thought it was the right thing to do because we’re fading away every minute. It went to hours talking on the phone to barely talking at all. I wish i could say all of this in front of you but i can’t, i’m too scared to see what happens after i say this. I wish we could work things out but i’m scared that if we work it out then the problem will just come back. did you know why i was so quiet when you were walking next to me at RFL? i was trying to hold back my tears because right when i saw you walk down that hill to go to the field, i knew that i was going to cry no matter what. You may think that i moved on but i know that it’s going to take really long to move for me because you’re my first and longest relationship i had.
